24th September 2010

Came back home this morning at 9am.

SST Chalet was alright. Last night was crazy. crazy. Can't imagine that i'm on day duty tomorrow. With Y.K.W.

Had my 2nd tutoring job and today was the first lesson. The bad weather probably meant something. Yep. The student was late. And she could not communicate using english over the phone. She's in grade 3 which is the equivalent of Sec 2. Bloody agent told me Sec 3.

Then again, that 1.5hours probably made my day worse. She made me feel like a pre-school teacher. I had difficulties explaining verbs and nouns and simple english. Well, simple english is just that simple. I wasn't expecting to be teaching pri school english. I was expecting to go straight into the reading skills and etc.

And she was like rushing to go.

I think it's easy $$. But i can't bring myself to earn it. Cause i can't do anything about it. Today's the first lesson. Her major exams is on 14th Oct. I don't make miracles happen. And i'm going overseas liao.

Why the bloody agent give me such a case. ..

Tmr's duty again. sigh.
Bad day. Didn't run. too late.

This is yet another blogger blogging about their life.

first post of the blog.
About to watch finish this korean drama. Quite a cliche plot but it nevers fails to captivate the audience. If only reality were as depicted.

Right now, i'm still waiting for my one n only. i told myself i could wait for years. But the overbearing wait is taking its toll on me. As i grit my teeth and move along, i realised the gap is widening as time goes.

Troubles brew from all directions be it work, life, friends, etc.

I hope for colour in my life. Yet now the hue lies greyish. And the road ahead for me is foggy. i see no clear road ahead for me. Am i able to make someone happy?

Well, i shall begin to introduce myself.

i admit i'm ain't no saint. But having based myself upon hardwork beating all, people may call me a workhorse. Worse, workaholic. I don't deny it. Well, for someone on his own. Work maybe the only anesthetic to put me to numbness.

People also believe that i avoid taking risks. I make sure my plans are almost risk-free before i carry them out. And i may take really long to make my move. Opportunities may have appeared but i may have missed it as i failed to muster courage.

People may also see me as a loner with no interesting activities in my life. But i blame it on my self-discipline. I also find it diffcult to be comfortable with the opposite sex.

Well, meanwhile, i shall go off and continue on my next post.
Time flies and bugs...